I don't know why everything has two sides.Why can't there be only one side...hapiness or only sorrow...I m left here with these questions puzzling me now n than.Actually this feelings came when lots of my frens left for abroad for studies.The news of them getting visa broutght lots of joys to me.I know it surely did same to their family n them.I was flying in air feeling very proud of them.And than..................now I don't know why i feel i have lost something,something really big and special.A feelings in me come , a sort of lonely feelings.They were my frens,dost ,sathi,pals..............They were now leaving me and i feel so lost and lonely.I know they have taken a step,a giant step to their career.I know it .....but still the selfish feeling comes in me.I want them to be with me now and always.I don't want them to leave me.Ahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!! i know this can't happen. I feel funny why this selfish and childish fellings have come to me.I have lots of wishes for their success in future.Hope that one day i shall feel again that same old lucky and proud boy.A big hope that i sahll regret my selfish feelings when i sahll see my friends in their dream caps on their head.......................best wishes to them